Crossroads (9 page)

I’ve never taken my time with
a girl before, not like this.  This time I want to kiss every inch of Em’s sexy body.  I want to run my hands over every spot, touch every smooth surface. I want to know every part of her.  I need to be able to remember this,
remember her…
 

I r
oll Em onto her back and kiss the corner of her mouth, then her cheeks. I suck on her ear lobe then lick below it.  Slowly I kiss along her neckline until her fingers twine in my hair.

“Nick,” she
gasps, pulling my head upwards.  I see the feelings I have, intensely reflected back in her eyes.  She grinds her pelvis upwards, against me with a moan.  It’s a sound I want to hear every day from this moment onwards.  It’s a sound that makes me want to keep her, to make her mine.

Leaning forward
, I kiss her on the lips; I hold her head in place as she does mine.  Our tongues tangle, sensually and slowly as our bodies rub against one another in much the same way.  Sliding against her like this is incredible, I could be happy with just this.  I could come just like this.  I feel like a teenager dry-humping.  I won’t last very long with Em this way though, so I pull back and trail kisses down her chin, her neck, across her chest and breasts.  Taking her nipple in my mouth I slowly circle it with my tongue before sucking on it gently.  She writhes beneath me and I have to pull back a little more.  Moving my body to her side, so that I can keep the small amount of control I have left. I continue to suck on her nipple as my hands make their way further down her centre.

Goose
bumps rise along her chest when I run my fingertips lightly along her flat stomach to between her thighs.  She is slick with moisture; I circle her clit with my finger before running it slowly along her folds.  Her hips flex and she tilts upwards almost forcing my fingers to slip inside, but I don’t allow it to happen.  I’m enjoying watching her beautiful body, writhing in anticipation, too much.  I tease her lightly with one hand as the other runs back up the outside of her thigh.  I squeeze her hip and she moans again.

Looking up at her
sweet face I can see the lust in her eyes, her cheeks flushed in my favourite way.  She licks her lips when she looks down at me and I just have to taste them.  Abandoning her nipple for another taste of her mouth, I thrust my tongue inside her, at the same time two of my fingers finally enter her.  She lets out a guttural moan against my lips and her fingernails dig in my back, causing my own goose bumps to erupt.  Coated in her juices, I pull my fingers out rub against her clit a couple of times before thrusting them back inside her again.

Our mouths remain joined as I swallow her
gasps and moans, making her pleasure mine.  She moves against my fingers with increased passion and I can tell that she is getting close so I remove my hand completely, chuckling when she lets out a frustrated groan.  I enjoy tormenting her.  Trailing kisses down her body again, I visit each breast and then circle my tongue around her navel before moving lower again.  I decide her flavour is the best taste on earth as I slowly and deliberately lick her clit lightly and teasingly.  Stopping and starting just to drive her wild.

And wild she
is, when she grabs hold of my hair and tugs me closer to her, causing me to moan with pleasure at her directness.  Yes, it definitely is the shy ones you have to watch out for.  However, shy Em seems to have almost disappeared these past couple of days.  As she continues to push me close to her core I slip two fingers back into her opening causing her to shout out my name in ecstasy.  Before she can convulse with her impending orgasm I pull back and she groans in frustration again.

“Nick
please,” she begs.

“Say that again.”  I look up from between her legs as she looks at me with a heated gaze.

“Please Nick,” she breathes.

“Please what?”

“Please, don’t stop.”

Well, when she puts it that way, how can I say no?  I push my fingers back inside her
while my tongue again circles her clit before pushing forcefully against it.  She arches her back off the mattress and screams.

“Yes!  Nick!  Yes!”

She clenches around my fingers as I continue to lick her and she thrashes about.  When her body slumps back against the bed I stop for a moment so we can both catch our breath, but only for a short moment, because I cannot wait to be inside her.  Lifting my body from between her legs on the bed, I climb back on top of her.  I bury my face into her neck taking a deep breath before licking and nipping along her neck again. 
God, she smells so good.
  Reaching down I grab hold of her thigh and lift her leg against my hip before thrusting deep inside her with a groan.

He fills me completely with one hard thrust that again has me gasping for air.  My mouth is dry from so much groaning.  Sounds I can’t stop making in his presence.  He continues to move slowly and deeply inside me, his hot tongue sliding easily and slowly below my ear.  I pull his mouth from my neck and kiss him deep and passionately, tasting myself on his tongue.  He quenches my thirst with his warm mouth on mine as he continues to move in and out of me.  I am still shaking from my earth-shattering orgasm when Nick suddenly stills and pulls back to look at me.  The look in his eyes makes my heart clench, as he intensely stares at me while recommencing his gyrations.

Unexpectedly he breaks
out into a breathtaking, heart-pounding smile, showing me his pearly whites and it only causes my heart to beat harder.  Those dimples and the crinkles around his eyes… 
How am I ever going to recover from this, from Nick?

I want to close my eyes, I want to hide from him, hide from the love I am feeling for him.  I don’t want him to see what he is possibly seeing in my eyes at this point.  But I don’t close
them, instead, I keep my eyes fixated on his as we move together with a refined practice as if we are meant to be.  As if we were made for each other.  I worry about the look I can see in his eyes, because it also feels like more than lust.  Am I really seeing this?

Am I real
ly feeling love from this man?

This
man who doesn’t
do
love, who doesn’t do relationships, and who is leaving soon?

My eyes finally close as I savour the feel of his body on mine.  Savour the feel of Nick inside me, the sound of his heavy breath
, thick with desire.  He withdraws from me suddenly, causing me to open my eyes in confusion.  But when they lock back on his, the reassuringly breathtaking smile he gives me once more leaves no room for doubt - he
is
feeling what I’m feeling.

He pulls himself
onto his knees.  Leaning backwards, he grabs hold of my calf with one hand and my foot with his other, bringing it to his mouth.  He gently bites the edge of my arch before licking and kissing his way upwards, his hands trailing along too.  The delicious amount of stubble he’s wearing today grazes me along the way, increasing my pleasure.  When he gets to the apex of my thighs he stops, places my leg back on the bed and then repeats with my other leg, from toe to thigh.  His eyes remain locked on mine and I cannot remember a time when I have ever felt so open, raw, intimate and sexually charged.  Never before, have I felt this connected to another soul.  I feel relaxed and yet on the edge with anticipation at the same time.

He bypasses my core and kisses my belly, my hips
, and teases my breasts.  His hands and mouth are everywhere and I cannot get enough.  I am desperate for more.  When Nick finally brings his body back to mine, I kiss him with a ferociousness that surprises me.  I could simply devour this sexy man.

With his body flush against mine
, I’m trapped against the bed as he lifts my arms above my head before ghosting his hands back down them while he continues to kiss me.  Gradually bringing me back from a fast pace to a slow one.  He rubs himself against me teasingly.  He evades me as I push my hips up to meet his thrusts, causing me to growl in frustration once more.

“Please Nick… I want you inside me,” I whisper, again surprised at my actions.  Nick brings out a side to me that I didn’t know existed.

He moves a hand back down and inserts his fingers and I moan.

“Is this what you want?”
he asks, I automatically nod because it feels so good, but then I shake my head. Looking at Nick’s sexy smirk I can tell he knows full-well that was not what I was requesting. 
Cheeky bastard
.

“No, I want you… mmm.”  I lose myself in the feeling once more as he continues to move his hand.  “I want your cock….  Please, I w
ant-” I groan in pleasure again, his palm is now applying the perfect amount of pressure on my clit, while his fingers continue to move inside me, causing me to fall over the edge in ecstasy once again.  I close my eyes as Nick milks out the last of my orgasm and only open them again when I feel him moving over the top of me and sighing in my ear.

“Did you say you wanted this?” he asks with a smug smile and a swing of his hips.  I groan with pleasure again but push him away with one hand on his chest and the other on his hip.

“I need…” I whisper as I continue to try to lift his hard and heavy body from me.

“You need?” he asks with a twinkle in his eye, rubbing his hard cock against me.  I shiver, I can’t take anymore.

“I just need a minute.”

Nick chuckles and then rolls onto his back beside me, raising his hands
and folding them behind his head.  My eyes roam his glorious, hard-muscled naked perfection until I cannot wait a second more.

“My turn,” I say.

I sit up, repositioning myself at his side.  He looks at me with such heat and lust (and maybe even a little amusement).  I have no choice but to kiss him, hard and passionately.  I lose myself in his kisses and it’s not until his hands grab my hips and try to pull me onto him that I remember what I was thinking only moments ago. 
My turn.
  I kiss his mouth only once more before pulling back to smile at him.  I knew that he would smile back and finally give me the opportunity to do what I have wanted to do for months - lick his dimples.  I wriggle the tip of my tongue in one and then move across his mouth to the other.

Nick laughs, “What are you doing?”

“Licking your dimples of course.”  I smile down at him.

“Of course,” he says with another chuckle
, forcing me to kiss him on the lips again.  His hand threads through my hair and when I pull away he lifts his head to follow me with his mouth.  I put a hand on his chest pushing him back towards the bed.  He finally allows our lips to part and looks up to me with humour in his eyes as he refolds his arms behind his head.  “Right. Your turn.”  He grins and I smile back.

I
begin by tracing the lines of his abs with my tongue then trail kisses back towards his face, but before he can capture my lips again, I move back down his sexy throat and onto his hard chest.  Chuckling as he tries to kiss me -
payback. 
After teasing both of his nipples I turn my attention back to his hard abs.  I have wanted to lick those ever since I first saw them too, so I indulge myself again.  I bring my hands down to grab hold of his thick and heavy cock while I continue to slowly tease my way down his body.  He moans loudly when I lick his tip.  I look up at his eyes, while I slowly suck him into my mouth.

Nick’s eyes flutter closed on a moan before re-focusing on my face.

“Em… ahh,” his eyes lock on mine when I move my mouth up and down on him, sucking and licking.  “Mmm, so good.”

I love watching him, the expression on his face one of intense pleasure.  It makes me fe
el heady with power.  I suck him deeply and slowly at first, and then I quicken my pace.  His hands find my hair and his back arches slightly before he tugs me back gently, his head now off the pillow.  “I need you to stop Em,” he breathes and I smirk at him while I poke my tongue out and again lick his tip.  His head falls back as his eyes squeeze shut.  He is teetering on the edge of a precipice, and as much as I want to take him over that edge, I want him elsewhere when he goes.

I fling my leg over his side and straddle him
, pushing him deep inside me as I go.  Slowly I rock against him, up and down his length I move while I gaze at his beautiful face.  His hands make their way to my breasts.  I tilt my head back slightly pushing them harder into his hands.  He kneads them gently, but firmly, while he fills me to the hilt.

After a while
, he sits up so that our chests are pressed together.  His hands move to my back as he crushes me to him while rocking his hips upwards.  My arms encircle his neck as our lips join once more.  The wildness of our kisses only lasts a little while before we pull back to watch each other again.  This position is reminiscent of our first time together.  However, unlike that time, I don’t want to look away, the intensity in his eyes no longer scares me.  I really believe that from this moment on things will change for us, I don’t know how and I’m not about to start thinking about it.  I’m living in the moment, and in this moment Nick is my entire world.  Everything else just fades away.

We work up a sweat, Nick’s hips rotating in perfect rhythm with mine.
The connection we have feels animalistic, primal, yet somehow tender and loving.  It feels like something out of a romance novel, or a movie, not real at all.

I gasp as Nick suddenly flips me
down so that my back is to the bed.  He kisses me ever so gently while we remain connected in our passion.  My hands tangle in his hair and his hand gently brushes mine from my face.  Slowly we continue our horizontal dance. 

I feel my insides cl
ench and Nick pushes himself up, bracing himself on straight arms.  He watches me with a look of, what I can only describe as, wonder.  And I watch his handsome face in awe too.  He pushes into me once more and I climax in the most amazing way.  Nick almost looks pained when he follows soon after.